18. female. mentally unstable. depressed. bipolar disorder type II. cutter. suicidal. anti-social. social anxiety disorder. paranoid disorder. self destructive behavior. unfixable. hopeless. empty. nobody can save my soul. hoping for the best, but expecting the worst. even when i'm happy, i'm really just sad. this blog is a escape, where i can be the real me.
Mum: Are you having those thoughts still?
What I said: No mum.
What I thought: It's getting worse mum. Mum the thoughts are getting worse. Please understand.